haiz...

haiz...bao bei arrrr....dui bu qi coz maked u angry..T_T...tel u la..nw is 13/4/2010 time is 3.30am i also not yt slip coz wen i saw ur blog i reli reli T_T out elrh..nw also T_T ing...i;m very very sory bout it..bcoz dat time i reli cant find any1 2 teman me 2 chat ad..T_T..bao bei aaa...i reli reli love u de..pls blive me..T_T..me n shi wei..tell u true v are not so close only bt i reli dono y...T_T...i 2day ben lai wan come n find u de...bt u say ytd has go 2 p.yee hse so u cnt out..even noe i'm at snker centre...my mood is ad chg...n my heart reli reli miss u..i 2day reli wana c u...bt u say cnt my heart reli reli so pain dat's y i so bu shuang...T_T..haiz...tel u true la..y i wan 2 find work 2 do..is bcoz of u n my family..if no money i noe i also wont gt my dis precious lao po..like ppl said no money no honey..i blive..coz wen come out dat time v will play until more happy n happy...many ppl though i'm rich bt i'm not..i onli save n save dat money 4 u 2 use..u no seem everytime wen i come out wit u gt money..??haiz...everyday wen i slip i also nvr slip well...coz i only thinking of u...i reli reli scare u have gone 1day..T_T..i told my self ntg de la..my hearts gt 1 feel dat is my lovely 1 will giv ppl take away...haiz...now 1 have 2-3 weeks like dat din go skul agn..coz i'm so tired..everyday ialso cnt slip well..i now reli dono wan go in which way..?? wan come out work.?o study .?..haiz...i feel dispointed wit my ownself...y did i so crazy..? n so stupid..T_T..wad also dono...i everyday wan v 2gether happy..bt hw..???...i reli tired now...bt i cnt slip..everyday i also bout dis time onli i slip coz..i lag of u...my brain onlii thinking of u..just wanted tel u..al i wan 2 do is about u..i dono wat u r thinking now..i'm sad n T_T ing..so pls noe more n clearly bout me..i dwn u dam dai me dwn choi me n anything bad thing else..i reli very disapoint wit my self...i feel i so bad n everytime make u hurt 4 a long time..SRY BAO CEI LAO PO CHAN HUI YING...muacks muacks I LOVE U 4EVER N EVER...MUACKS..i so miss u now..can have a time come out wit me.??..i reli nid u..T_T...tel u la..y i always wan ur family noe u r cpl ing..coz 1st i dont wan us is a liar cpl u noe..??..n wen ur mum n dad also noe v cpl ing bt v r lie ing..u noe hw is the effect..i noe..is v cant 2gehter n b fren anymore..i reli so sad bout dis ting..so everytime y i kip say col u 2 ask ur mum n dad n ur elder bro dis n dat..is bcoz i dwn u everytime out also nid a lie 2 come out wit me..tell u true la..u everytime use lie 2 come out my heart feel pain u noe..??..everytime wen i out wit u i gt 1 feel ing is...i dono hw 2 explain it..T_T..lao po er i reli so scare miss u n loss u er..T_T..