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hhmmmmmmmmm.........so long din't write my blog sorry ya~!!!...hahahaX...hmm...at last...!!!!hahahahaX....at last i can feel back the happiness n the joyful in my life~!!!..

i very thx 2 baby rou dat she reli make my life gt back dat happiness n joyful in my life..haahaaX..i already don hav dis kind of happiness actually bt at last...she reli help me up....she reli make my tears out...n i dono y my tears r so easilly drop..>.<...skip skip skip~!!!xPPP...heheX...

hmm...when i 1st time saw my baby rou is at 13/11 dat day...i'm reli hapi dat i can saw her...coz...dono y wen i saw her my heart will feel different from anyone dat i wanted~..hahaX..bt v doin out is on 15/11 larh...hahahaX....it's reli so hapi...dat hapi is i never feel b4...hmmm...wen i was walking i ask my self did i gt scare her cox my hair is like gangster...hahahaX...bt my heart automatically say no~!dono y...>.<..hahahaX..wen v at cinema dat time hahahax...she giv me force her 2 eat dat popcorn~!!!hahahahaX....so bad orh..xPP...waaaaa.....n 2day go play skating hor....so charm lorh..T_T...drop down 1 time..damn fish weihh`~!hahaX..waaa...drop til nw my back bengkak ad TT..so pain...nw walk also gt problem argh...hahahaX....skip skip skip...lazy write so much nerh..xPP...hahaX...anywhr thx baby rou~!!n dear dear will <3 u forever don fgt orh..xPP...



and to kae shing:...hmmm....anything did i do wrong sorry~!!...anywhr thx 4 being ya~!!^^

dis is 2 kae shing~~

kae shing i noe u now very hate me...i also dono wat hapen actually~~..so just tel u here now i hav find a new bestfren..~bt anyway...nvm i reli wanted 2 thk you u bcoz u is the 1st gf in my life so i wil never ever fgt bout it~~..i just hope dat kae shing u wil find a more gud more handsome den me de person~~..so my heart wil go in more pure in more happier n more fun~~..xPP..hahaX..anyway..al i did 2 u is i just wanted u 2 b happy..don ever wan 2 c in sadness~~n tel u i miss u~~..!!^^..n thx 4 teaching me hw 2 bcome a more gud bf in here..wit u say reli i have learn many ting...loving,caring,patient,n many many more..~~thx 4 being in my life Sing Kae Shing..~~n if i gt hurt u o wat do wat ever u don like sorrY~~!!..i'm 2 renew my lifE~~n hope dat v stil can b back a bestfren..can b it??

hahax..stil gt many 2 write de if i wan write anyway~~dis is 4 u(kae shing) hope u wil read it~~..

hahaX..^^..

haiz..hahaX...anyway I have think properly wat i shoud do not not shud....now i have renew my mind orh,...hahaX..anyway....last time i have wrote is my past in dis 2008-2009...hahaX..em...now anyway i cant tink so many ting coz now my head is so crazy~~!!..hahaX...i think tats al 4 2day 1st....sry ya if i din write many~~..xPP..muax~!i LovE u babY rOu..xPPP...n i miss u orh~~..xPPP

haiz..T_T

haiz....goin 2 work d luu...so less on9 d at dis few month.......argggggggggggghhhhhh~!!!!!!dono y arg...my head always also tink bout her...i reli wan her 2 noe dat i m reli reli love her but hw.............i sms her she din reply i wana col her but i scare she wil angry at me....haiz...........hu can me me waat 2 do~~~!!plzzz..............i reli nid her........n i very miss her.......KAE SHING i reli veri MISS u arghHHH~~~!!!!!plz giv me a chance 2 love u back can..???i reli plz u...even noe i kneel down at ur face....i just wan u 2 b mine....i reli dowan c u go in a wrong ways.....i noe u reli wan 2 reply my msg but at ur heart thr say cant...~!!!....ryte?? plz tel me...i reli wana chat wit u....i don wanna drop a fren like u my dear...would u rmb last time...???if i did wrong reli sory......

haiz...every night i wil pray n ask GOD y u wan me go in this hard way..???but GOD he din't answer my ques.....hw i wan 2 do....T_T...every time went i slip i also wil hug wit my present from my precious dear d is dat DOMO~(monster)....everytime i like a stupid ppl say 2 dat domo dat...y Kae Shing wan threat me like dat did i do anything wrong...???haiz...kae shing even noe i m not at u.....u must rmb gt 1 ppl stil love u til 4ever de is ME~!!(Jackson Kwan)~~~~!!!...n u wil not b alone....u noe dat...???....haiz....no mood 2 wirte go on coz i m T_T-ing~!!!sry ya..~!!...

bLuR??????

haiz.....................until now i also dono wat hapen 2 me n i also doono wat did i doin.......................tel u al here i have go in many wrong ways now....T_T...i reli cant undestand y i wil bcome like dis.....n haiz....................now just wanted 2 tel u al dat i ad done many wrong ting in my life in my future n in my dream..............haiz........no mood 2 write many thing more......now in crying~!T_T....

haiz...19/9

haiz....so long i din come update my blog liao....anyway sry~!!!!!

coz my mood is so so so so bad~!!!!!from august holiday til now..~!!!!!
haiz..........T_T...
my heart reli reli broked up~!!!coz at my life i onli wan is 3 tings ~!!!!!hu noe..???

1:My GOD~!!!
2:Is mY Kae ShiNg~!!!!
3:iS My FamIlY~!!!!

haiz....
i was very very sad bcoz....from dat day onwards my kae shing has change alot from his lifE....from i noe heer til nw she is not like dat wan...but dono y sunddenlly~!!!T_T..haiz...now my heart is reli hard 2 'mian dui' tmr~!!!!haiz.....now my heart go whr also wil tink bout kae shing argGhghghHh.....haiz............KAE SHING I JUST WANT U 2 NOE DAT I M STIL LOVE U~!!!!!DON LEAVE ME ALONE I WIL VERY VERY SAD.....now i m TIRED of crying in al my days..~!!!!!even noe i went 2 genting 4 few time but i noe dat u al wil think me at thr is very very hapi n enjoy~!!! but tel u al here IS NO~!!!coz every ting dat i play i wil also wil think bout her...T_T.......haiz....my heart now is very very 'dan xin' my kae shing coz i reli dowan her go in a wrong ways i reli wan her 2 noe dat wat is good n wat is bad but...haiz....tel u al here every day went i at my bed o whr ever....my tears are dropping til cant stop..~!!!even noe went i pass by usj8 my tears wil also automatically drop..~!!! i tel my self dat don so stupid but i also dono wat hapen 2 me.....haiz...i have no mood 2 wirte so many thing coz i'm T_T-ing...ssry~!!!..al i just wan 2 say is I LOVE U MY SING KAE SHING~!!!!!N I MISS U SO MUCH~!!!T_T

i reli wanna tel her dat is.~~!! if no reason n u cant say it face 2 face...i wont threat this ting is TRUE~!!u noe dat..?? dis ting i reli wanna tel her but i dono went i can c her n we can talk in 1 by 1..~!!i reli nid 2 noe the truth...wat hapen u bcome like dis n y u sunddenlly chg alot..~!! haiz...i was reli reli hard 2 face 2mr n 4ever.~!!!T_T...